Wednesday, December 3, 2008
yesterday went to meet cyber friend. wdh. so scary. i very scare de. D: hahas. so meet the cyber friend at ghoby. she say she want buy gift for her stead. then jiu follow, then then she say want go far east. was sms-ing zarinar all the way. she will laugh at me, if she see me with my cyber friend. LOLLOLL. went out with that cyber friend till 5+ then i told zarinar i will pei her go library. hahaas. she ask me to follow her behind with her MOTHER, godMOTHER, grandMOTHER. LOLLLLL. i feel like a stalker sia. ;x so trained back to hougang first, she follow her grandmother and mother to the bus interchange, then meet her in hougang mrt, while walking in, there's this guy keep looking at me i think? cause zarinar said, because i was too tall,stupid ans right. ;x then jiu pei her walk homee.
i dont know whaat..
but everytime i look at the past msn chats with you,
there were many happy moments between you and i,
tears start rolling down because i did'nt cherish you.
i have lost you the first time, i did'nt want to lose you again.
i really want to make you happy with my whole life.
i am so scare that things will happen to you that
very night i kept thinking bout you.
all i know is that i really want to love you
and give you happiness.
you the girl which can make me talk opnely,
and making me smile and feeling happy.
GIRL, I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I JUST WANT TO HUG YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO.
I KNOW I AM SELFISH, BUT I REALLY WANT TO.
i am so gonna miss you when you are gone.
i will be mad by then without hearing your voices.
