okay, now at ray en house blogging, my com die on me laa. sian lorrr, alot of days never use com, suddenly feel like mapling, so use ray en home to go maple, then took some christmas ss ! next time then i blog, shall upload pictures.

hey peeps, sorry for not posting for a long time, currently using my com laptop to blog, okaay some major things happen to me few days ago. few days ago, i was complaining my chest hurt,after a few days still not recover, so last friday mum took me go punggol plaza clinic,doctor say have to go straight away to A&E(a.k.a accident and emercy) department. He say my lungs maybe have hole, need go x ray. so cab down to changi hospital,did x ray, waited outside, doctor told me need to stay in hopsital and insert a tube into my lung. so was send to the ward, then doctor came, there are also lots of NUS student learning to become doctors, they are friendly ! they talk to me and teach me how to use the equipment to check body de, so cool ! serious part now, my mum sign and agree to let me have minor operation, so doctor give me many injections then he use penknife cut my chest, insert a tube, god i swear it hurts badly, what worst is if i dont recover, i need to go for a major one ! god bless me ah, i was discharge after a few hours because they wanted to observe me, hope i recover man ! D: wont be able to post much cause com spoil, sis hardly let me use, and thnks those who care for me !

woke up at 9+ go buy books with mum and ray en, was feeling not very well, my chest hurt alot, i can feel my body rotting, after that went home, then go meet ray en, go skcc, play ball, i cant even jump run, cause my chest hurt too much after that darren come first, then bryan, then glen and last eddie, after that go eat lunch with ray en, then went back school, tell coach cant train, cause chest hurt too much, then at there slack, after tht 5 on 5, i thought i wnt be playing, coach suddenly sub me in, wdh LOLL, Jonathon say my face very pale, when i am in match, D: after that, coach tell us our position, darren shooting guard, eddie shooting guard, GLEN SHOOTING GUARD also sia ! bryan and yee wei point guard, i am either small forward or center, ray en is center or power forward, cool seh, jia you my brothers(:

yesterday slept quite late, like 3.30, was staring blankly into the rooom, did'nt have any feeling to do anything. then today woke up quite early, met ray en, go tution, after tution jiu go play timezone awhile, then slack slack, went home, skip lunch, no moood to eat, after that went home, use com awhile, weent back my room, stare into blanks again, then fall asleeeep. ate dinner, now staring at com. i dont know why i so no mood uhs, maybe it because of you.


i guess i may be selfish to say i want you to acompany me all long, i know its impossible, i knew you were busy with stuffs, have alot people to entertain. i just wish to spent time with you, without you, i had really lost myself. i wish you were always there, dream that you were thaat, but you wont. in fact, i think i wont stand a chance, blame it on myself i guess. i guess i will support you with whatever you do.
i just missess you more and more as each day pass by, talk to me girl, i really want you to spend time with me.

today woke up at 1+ was tireed from yesterday training. asked ray en want pei me go eat lunch, then go his house, so met him at kfc, ate lunch, with his bro following him. LOLL. go his house do tution homework first, then use com. see some videos, till 5 + went down play basketball, everytime want play basketball jiu will rain de. wdh. LOLL. then after that ray en need go out, i jiu go back 172 play basketball with derrick and friends, then went to eat dinner, back here using com.
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today parents woke me up at 9+ drag me go for breakfast, after that, called ray en, ask him if he want to go sk, then he say can. go went sk with him. darren, eddie bryan already there. then jiu play plaay. yong thye came first, followed by glen. then 1 on 1 with darren, for like very long. energy all gone, then went for training, totally no energy sia. ;x training till 6, then, wanted to go 299 play basketball. too many people,so bryan called me, so i told him, me, eddie and ray en going sk. so went sk till 8+ toally drain all my energy.

today would be a boring say i guess, i think later i maybe going to cut hair with ray en, see how first. he say bringing his cousin go table tennis. LOLL. he can go be a nanny liao laaa. lmao. LOLL, i lend my basketball to derrick, then i cant go play basketball le, D: stupid.

yesterday went to meet cyber friend. wdh. so scary. i very scare de. D: hahas. so meet the cyber friend at ghoby. she say she want buy gift for her stead. then jiu follow, then then she say want go far east. was sms-ing zarinar all the way. she will laugh at me, if she see me with my cyber friend. LOLLOLL. went out with that cyber friend till 5+ then i told zarinar i will pei her go library. hahaas. she ask me to follow her behind with her MOTHER, godMOTHER, grandMOTHER. LOLLLLL. i feel like a stalker sia. ;x so trained back to hougang first, she follow her grandmother and mother to the bus interchange, then meet her in hougang mrt, while walking in, there's this guy keep looking at me i think? cause zarinar said, because i was too tall,stupid ans right. ;x then jiu pei her walk homee.


i dont know whaat..
but everytime i look at the past msn chats with you,
there were many happy moments between you and i,
tears start rolling down because i did'nt cherish you.
i have lost you the first time, i did'nt want to lose you again.
i really want to make you happy with my whole life.
i am so scare that things will happen to you that
very night i kept thinking bout you.
all i know is that i really want to love you
and give you happiness.
you the girl which can make me talk opnely,
and making me smile and feeling happy.
GIRL, I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I JUST WANT TO HUG YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO.
I KNOW I AM SELFISH, BUT I REALLY WANT TO.
i am so gonna miss you when you are gone.
i will be mad by then without hearing your voices.

KENNY<3
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