Sunday, December 7, 2008
yesterday slept quite late, like 3.30, was staring blankly into the rooom, did'nt have any feeling to do anything. then today woke up quite early, met ray en, go tution, after tution jiu go play timezone awhile, then slack slack, went home, skip lunch, no moood to eat, after that went home, use com awhile, weent back my room, stare into blanks again, then fall asleeeep. ate dinner, now staring at com. i dont know why i so no mood uhs, maybe it because of you.
i guess i may be selfish to say i want you to acompany me all long, i know its impossible, i knew you were busy with stuffs, have alot people to entertain. i just wish to spent time with you, without you, i had really lost myself. i wish you were always there, dream that you were thaat, but you wont. in fact, i think i wont stand a chance, blame it on myself i guess. i guess i will support you with whatever you do.
i just missess you more and more as each day pass by, talk to me girl, i really want you to spend time with me.
