:D

2010-05-10T02:33:00.000-07:00

school these few days seriously sucks, doubt i am passing my MYE.
well who care, let's just take 1 step at a time.
still could'nt forget you, HAHA.
i dont know you will hate me anot but i am sorry too.

2010-05-09T03:18:00.000-07:00

so many days had gone, my heart did'nt heal,
instead it got worst and worst, my regrets get stronger and stronger each day,
i should'nt had let you go, i know i need you, i know i love you, i know i never want you to be gone.
and now you're gone, it's impossible to have you back again,
even so, everynight, i still wish for your presence to be felt again,
i want those memories to be reality again, i love you just the way you're.

2010-05-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh, i miss you alooooooot ):
i wish you could see this, i miss die you !
i am sorry, so sorrry!
now you're gone i can never get you baack.

2009-11-20T06:49:00.000-08:00

back from sunway lagoon !
totally enjoy it !
love my class alot manzxzxzx !
have lots of laughter together.
1st day reach kl at like 3 +
went to had lunch at a restaurant
then back to hotel to have some training.
then at night got back our key,
i slept with cheezheng,
while weifeng with aaron.
then me and cheezheng went over party at aaron room,
till like 12am+
then went back our room,
next day morning breakfast, yummy !
food there was great.
then off to sunway lagoon !
5theme park ! but cant went to water de.
so left with wildlife, extreme, scream the roller coaster one.
first off to see wildlife, animals there was cool !
after that went to have lunch.
then went to sit the viking ship.
it was cool !
the viking ship turn 360degree and stop in the mid air de.
after that we went to sit roller coaster.
then it started raining, no choice,
went to scream park.
while queue-ing saw 1 girl came out crying,
lol, i was thinking if it was that scary.
went in with weifeng, weijie, weiheng, jasmine, ashikin.
aaron did'nt dare to went.
okay it was dark, and quite scary.
weiheng was joking inside, lol keep make me laugh, dam funny.
then we went in again the second time !
funfun, then sat down at a place play cards till 6+
then went off for dinner.
hehe.
last day go some plantation, boring !
and then back home at 9pm+ !

weiheng daddy LOL.

2009-11-16T08:52:00.000-08:00

tomorrow off to sunway lagoon from 17th nov - 19th nov..
dont really feel that hyper instead i told bryan that we are like waiting for death..
someone tell me why i am feeling so empty.. zz.
IT IT IT IT.. what am i going to do with you..
okay, maybe i fell safer after talking to IT.
though i never have the courage to go and ask..
at least i know how you're doing, getting along..
drifting apart.. i never like that, it hurt..

2009-11-14T09:48:00.000-08:00

what's the feeling of it when one is jealous?
define jealousy,
Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values.

2009-11-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

so long never post again, my apologies to all.
just did'nt have the mood and time to blog.
but suddenly i feel like posting,
so yea, holidays are here.
my end of year result sucks.
nevermind, what's over is over.
so many things happen after end of year..
i have so many weird feeling that i could'nt explain..
ahhh.. nevermind.. it does'nt matter too..
let's hope i can feel better,
and have a better holiday..

2009-10-22T06:36:00.000-07:00

woah, i did'nt blog so long,
and kelvin bro ask me to post,
so i just post uhs,
so many things happen recently..
hope i can cope them,
today got back my results,
1 sub pass only..
i am so sorry,
i let my parents down,
i let my friends down,
i let everyone down,
i kept failing and failing...
aah, i did'nt expect this post to be so emo...

2009-08-09T12:09:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting for a long time,
did'nt use com much, and had been studying,
currently at aaron house ton-ing,
1st game with him dota, lost. :D.
good game eh, hahaaa.
currently started dota-ing.
quite fun eh,
hahaaa.
currently, glen,siyuan,weijie,kangqiao, me at aaron house now,
glen sucker, laugh like dog, hahaa.
will post asap sooon(:

2009-06-26T09:54:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 10am,
went for the OSBC charity run at skcc,
pack things till 12+ jiu can go le,
then went weijie house play awhile with weifeng,
after that went to meet bryan at 260,
off to training till 6+,
then ms tan scolded us for losing the key to basketball cage,
after that, went to walk around my nearby,
till 8+ decided to went home,
been feeling moody again,
hai, idk,idk i really dont know why..
dont ask why, but know why..

2009-06-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting these few days,
nothing to post, ;x
today went to meet up with glen, yeewei, bryan, jonathon,
went to cut hair,
haha,
had fun as usual,
with glen stupid jokes,
haha.
glen went to cut first,
then left.
we all cut till around 6.30pm+
i went home after that,
dont feel like going 260,
thats all.

2009-06-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

went to night study at 7 till 9,
after that baasketball with weijie and weifeng till 10+
lights off, went void deck play cards,
play till 11+ train-ed home,
dont want miss last train so i go off early, ps guys,
hahaa.

2009-06-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

after reading through such time,
i guess it's really time to reflect on myself,
what kind of life i am leading?
what kind of life i want?
what am i persuading in?
i doubt i have those ans to me.
in fact, i just walking in circles,
wasting my time,
i always promise myself i will do it,
but in the end i always broke my promise,
that's just simply me,
i will change,
i am going to change,
i dont want this anymore,
it has done enough harm to me.
i am really sorry to those who i had show attitude to,
i was'nt feeling well for the past few weeks,
my mind was in a whirl.
pardon me guys.

2009-06-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

holidays are so boring,
yesterday training,
after training, weijie jio me go 3g chalet,
so went home bath change, meet them at 8+
go there play cards,
girls there sibei emo uhs !
play dao 11+ all zhao liao.
then me, ray en weifeng wei jie went buangkok slack,
play dao 1am+
today whole day at home,
at night i thought got NSP de,
in the end bo,
ma de, tio scam.
head hurts):
tomorrow training,
arghhh.

2009-06-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 11+
yesterday very late then sleep, D:
LOLL just now went mulung play with weijie,
sibei gay he keep use the charkra, LOLL.
after that went to find weijie, weifeng, sy and remus for basketball.
basketball till 5+ went home,
so bored, D:
tomorrow got training, need go, sian. :D

btw read this :D

Here are ten facts
1. Your reading my blog
2. Now your saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didn't notice that i skipped 9.
11. Your checking it now.
12. You didn't notice there are only 10 facts

2009-06-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

been a long time since i post,
since kelvin ask me to post i shall,
these few days nothing much,
sucks, last year holiday is better,
today got training, i pon,
lazy go, i intend to dye my hair de,
then mr tang say mon,wed,fri got training,
wah lau, sian diao.
bo bian, in the end bo dye lo,
wasted ;l
this few days siao le, keep chiong maple,
guess it's because when school reopen cant play le,
nothing much,
kelvin jia you for your competition tomorrow(:

2009-06-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

just reach home at 12am +
today woke up quite late also,
then went to maths lesson at 2-4,
went home, have early dinner,
met them aaron at 7+
went to night study programme at mr tang void deck, till 9+
went off, called weijie down to play basketball till 10+
then went buangkok want try ball,
very tired, jiu go play cards,
play dao now,
got to buck up !

2009-06-01T21:42:00.000-07:00

arghh,
i told myself no more sad post,
just just 1 more alright...

am i just holding on to your past or whaat?
i just could not continue moving forward,
it seem like i have been walking towards our past.
those stuff we did last year, kills me deeply,
i am so so lost,
just what shld i do to make it stop,
i tried many ways,
the more i escape,
the more it is coming back..

2009-06-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

today woke up quite late,
cause went to celebrate belated mothers day at bugis hotel there,
have high tea buffet there,
nothing much to eat,
today suspose to take photo to make ic de,
so meet ray en at compass at 4+ then go there,
the person tell me i wearing white shirt cannot take,
sian diao, called my mum tell her i tomorrow then take lo,
so went sk play basketball,
not much people when go, then at night le quite alot of people,
play dao 8+ all go cause got the what event there,
tomorrow got lesson from like afternoon to night,
SIAAAN !
haiix, my life stilll sucks):

2009-05-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 1pm+,
very tireeed,
went to ngee an primary with ray en at 4+,
was super late,
at there saw aaron, taff and other girls,
play till 5+ then went sk play ball,
till around 9 went home,
i've lost myself again,
for i dont know why,
sigh.

2009-05-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

finally today last day of school,
early in the end already let mr tang gan,
-_-, i bo do anything wrong can.
dont want to talk about it,
after school, actually want go aaron house,
because of that form i need pass up.
i could'nt go, ps aaron,
then jiu go home sleep first,
ray en call ask me go training,
i jiu anything jiu folllow go,
lucky today training good whether !
release at around 5+,
then jiu go 299 play dao 8+ went home le,
suppeeer tireeed.
bye bye.

2009-05-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

today school as usual, most of the time playing cards,
after school friendly with bowen sec,
1st and 2nd quarter C boys played first,
and our school lead first
3rd,4th, and a 5th quarter will be mix,
in the end we won,
64-43.
so tired after that,
went home at 6+
that's all.

2009-05-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

today get back almost all test,
did'nt get back maths paper 2 and poa,
can say did badly for all,
i dont wanna say out,
cause it sucks,
if you want to know, ask me personally,
after school went home eat changed, meet weifeng,weijie aaron
and others 3g people at 188,
basketball there and it was so hot,
so 4+ went buangkok, at there basketball and play cards,
till about 9+ pm then went home.

2009-05-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over !
all the stress are over man.
today went to watch movie with glen,taff,weifeng,siyuan,aaron,junwei,weijie,megan, julian,
total of 10people !
went to watch night in the museum 2,
quite nice and funny, keep laughing,
though i never watch 1, well who cares,
watch till 7+ then go slack slack, then 9+ le,
i went home cause tomorrow got school.
tomorrow getting back result,
well, dont want to talk about it.

2009-05-13T10:10:00.000-07:00

its 1.10 am already,
i dont feel well..
gonna fail my ss and bio tomorrow,
cant be help uhs,,
exams really sucks, adding on to my stress,
how i wish it was just over,
and just let it go.
nothing much to post, all the best to all for exams.

2009-05-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

exams are here, and i realise i did'nt post as much as before.
sorry, just dont feel like.
these few days went to study with jia ler, weijie, weifeng and others.
yesterday went to slack and play with weijie and weifeng till 9+ then went home,
somehow i enjoy the joy of seeing them being happy when they own me in 2v1 basketball.
tomorrow tution, and there's so many exams, i dont think i can cope with it,
well, i really dont know, hope i can produce a little result..

i dont know, i dont know, i have found the tempo medicine to forget you which is to be with my friends,
but, when i am all alone again, you just appear,i could'nt stop thinking of you,
the more i try to forget you, the more you get into my head.
i really miss the old times,
remember the first time we met,
remember the first time you rest on my shoulders,
remember the first time we hold hands,
remember the first gift you gave,
remember the first time i wrote you a poem,
remember the first time i hug you,
rememeber the first promise we made to go to the beach,
remember the first i love you you said,
do you remember them, ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
it hurts so much, i am so lost, someone just get me back...

2009-05-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to study with jia ler ernestine,
sorry, was suspose to meet at 12.15,
i came at around 1pm+ psps.
jia ler sms me that weifeng coming,
then suddenly tell me weifeng come for 5 min nia,
then jiu went off le, -.-.
so studying with them till 4+ weijie say he coming.
so he came at 4+ then weifeng came too.
study study, then they talk about their nan chiau thing.
weifeng sibei extra, keeep ask why lead is zn 2+ not 4+
then i go ask him why his name is weifeng, he say is his parents give de,
then i jitao reply just like lead zn 2+ is scientist. hahaa. study till 5+ jia ler gtg for tution.
so batch disband, weifeng and weijie go slack i think, i dont feel like so went home.
that's all for yesterday.

today, morning tution with ray en as usual,
ray en yesterday sms say bring ball want go anchorvale cc dunk,
so i say okaaay. so after tution went to anchorvale,
thenthen play till 2+ went to his house, drink 1 cup of water and play cards awhile,
i jiu went off le, sis say parents went out only she at home, so decide to play basketball downstairs play dao 5+ went up bath, use com awhile, then realise very tired,
so off com went to bed rest, rest till 7+ parents say go out eat.
okay here i am posting. exams coming, good luck to all.
and to the special you, you promise you will study hard and be happy,
i trust you on that, i know you can de, you just need time,
and if you need someone i am willing to be that someone for you.

2009-05-01T03:15:00.000-07:00

it's been quite a number of days or weeks since you're gone,
it would have been our 3mnth together if we did'nt...
no use talking bout this because this wont get you back,
i really really love you and i miss you calling me talking to me,
no matter how hard i try to forget you, memories of you keep coming back.
i am really lost without you,
if only you were still by my side,
i wont be having so much worries and feeling so down.

2009-04-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

today after school went to eat cup noodles at carpark with aaron and weifeng, wanted to go chem asp at 3, but in the end never go, at there slack. after that went sk awhile, then went down meet jialer and friends then jia ler teach me chem, thnk you ah(: then ray en came. then after that went to cp slack slack then go 2nd floor slack and play cards till 9+ then went home. going to upload class photo. i look as sucky as ever.

class 3e o9 informal(1)

class 3e o9 informal(2)

class 3e o9 formal

2009-04-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

REGRETS KILLS.

i am trying very very very hard..
i keep telling myself i've let it go..
but still, i know that i am regretting this..
i keep blowing the chances i have..
i really got no one to blame..
i've lost a priceless gift which god had gave me..

2009-04-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

grats compassvale sec girls got gold for the north zone,
good game, simply pure thrashing,
pon lesson at 1 onwards to see girls basketball match,
quite nice, but they have like 400 people supporting
and we only have 40, mrs ang is so stingy man,
its the final... but we still win,
goood teamwork,after that, aaron and weijie jio to play basketball,
so me and ray en go find them, play play
till 8+ went home,
school starting to bored me and i dont know whyy,
people say they can see that i am sad,
i am fine, haha...

2009-04-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

you promised to be happy,
go, i've let you go now.
you the best girl i ever have,
and i wont be ashame to say it out,
ZARINAR LIM,thnks for the wonderfull 2 months and 22 days memories we had,
i am sorrry just now i kept on adding stress to you,
i am really sorry, i just simply want to find a way or so...
you're right, even if i have your body, i still haven gotten your heart.
dont worry, you did not play my feeelings,
i have sense your feeling to me,
its was the best, it was the great,
no matter what you look or what,
you still the best girl in my heart,
now go happily and concenrate on your studies,
remember if you have any problems or what,
i will still be there for you yea...
dont be sad, stress,
now i want you to be a ordinary happy girl,
sorrry i am not a goood boyfriend to you,
i have failed, but thnks for letting me know.
i know its over, but just let me say it again,
you are the best, you will be the best girl i have ever know,
you make me happy whenever i am down,
your smile always brighten my day.
those memories are superglued deeep deeep deeep down to my heart,
i hope you willl remember those memories we had too.
i will be there for you as always, i promised.

i tried to fade a smile
and my tears started falling heavily right after i send you home,
you were the best i swear.

2009-04-21T04:50:00.001-07:00

these few days keep feel very tired in class,
dont know whyy.
and everytime keep sian sian,
lesson as usual,
i still haven decide to go on taiwan or malaysia yet..
i dont know sia...
after schoool, slack with same people, weijie, weifeng aaron.
sms her, she say with pri school friend, so cant pei her today,
tomorrow then i shall go.
tons of homework not done,
and i totally dont feel like doing..
someone help me?

i wont give up on you.

2009-04-20T05:45:00.001-07:00

school as usual, st in the morning, chem and bio,
guess i totally flunk all, did'nt revise, forget to.
then after school went to eat with ray en, weifeng at koufu,
asp starting at 2.30, in the end went at 3.
after that went for basketball, still as sucky as ever.
then went home.
nothing much to write about.

2009-04-19T02:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday night was'nt good, totally bad, girl afterall, i dont wanan leave you, or lose you. went to slack with weifeng weijie at 11+pm at his new house there, then awhile weijie go home, pei weifeng go eat supper, then later go see his new house, then at his house rest awhile till near 2 then parents come fetch me, super moody.

2009-04-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

i dont know what my life is now?
the more i want to know what you think,
i just want you, and only.

simpilty is all i want.

2009-04-15T05:26:00.000-07:00

eng lesson mr tang bring me down to general office call my parents for a very lame thing, make me so angry, i dont know what's wrong with him la. anyhow catching people.. spoil my mood.

where were you when i need you, with SOMEBODY else? i dont know what we say, are we behaing like what are suspose to be? because i dont see we are.. i wont mind if i was to just send you home only. because to me, it mean alot alot of thing. just tell me how you feel, i just want to know, are you losing feelings to me? or are you just feeling you are happier with other guys? just tell me...

2009-04-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

i would always cry whenever i see this video, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCg8UI6GFYA.
it's just too great. the video is bout 2 pokemon latios and latias, i dont give a dam if you all find me lame, to me, its a great video. latios which is the blue pokemon tried to protect latias the red one very hard. he made many sacrifices just to protect her, in the end, he died to protect her. a very touching video, and the song blended in well. go see. the pain latios endure... not everyone is willing to do it.

2009-04-11T00:09:00.001-07:00

went kbox at ehub yesterday with weifeng, weijie and aaron. sing for dont know how many hours, throat also pain, my voice sucks. sing till 6, then went to watch movie, call the 'knowing' starting was scary leyy, ending was abit lame, not recommended to watch. very very not nice. shld have watch fast and furious 4. after movie, went buangkok slack, then parents call, say bring me go out eat supper, sorry guys cant accompany you all till late hours.

2009-04-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

my heart is not as you as strong as it is, it finally broke down, do you still even need me? i kept asking, not even a single call? nothing... know how painful it is, i try to understand you, but what i want is nothing much but just you by my side, it does'nt matter if the world on me, i will be hanging on if you're just with me, would you or not..

2009-04-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

woaaah ! i think i had not post for dont know how many donkey years le. okaaay, i am going to try to revive it ! let's talk about today, lesson end at 12.30, then free + good movie at class. not bad rated 4/5(: aftr that go play basketball awhile, then me, aaron, weifeng weijie jiu go fitness corner play corner, we play by loser do push up. fun man can train, wah kao, so xia suay, i lose by dont know how many, then need kana pillar, all basketball people looking. sian sian sian. after that went to school carpark cont playing, wah we play dao raise till 1000+ push up, 1 diamond push up = 10 push up, fun fun fun(:

2mnths and still counting(:
831(:

2009-02-08T19:44:00.000-08:00

i may be a fool to just cry
or just a weakling as it is.
i am really sorry so much have happen.
i did'nt want it too.
i am just copy you may leave me,
i could'nt do much when you were down.
i am trying really very very hard.
i promise you we will get better,
but just dont leave me alone.

thnks to ray en who sms me some question that kinda of awake me, just realise i have been taking things for granted.

2009-02-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

ahh, idiot. as you all know i had a operation. or rather a few.. last sunday went tution with ray en, after that going home, my lungs problem suddenly come back again.. so monday admitted into changi hospital. doctor insert another tube into my lung, after that they say neeed go for operation so was transfer to Singapore general hospital. then wednesday went for operation. it took 1 hr for the operation. very pain i can feel it. and guess what they insert another tube into my lungs again. why me.. to suffer so much pain.. so rest till friday doctor say i can be discharged, 2 wound infront 1 wound behind total got bout 7-8 sitches..so back now to use com.
still, it hurts alot whenever i sneeze or cough, it hurt very badly, arghhh. no one will understand this freaking pain.
somemore doctor give me 2weeks mc and my freaking parents wont let me out at all.
I HATE THIS, I HATE EVERYTHING.

-MIA FROM BLOGGING AT THE MOMENT-

2009-01-31T09:10:00.000-08:00

okay lo, dont want let me play is it? nevermind lo, dont let jiu dont let la hor. think i own you de meh, in the end the team lose? blame who? coach for not coaching well laa. you are only a relief coach only lo. dont want let me play? you win lo. the team lose lo. dont let me play for 2 match, hai us lose against woodland and naval base, grats lo. no need go 2nd round le. totally piss off. next time you bring us go, i mai play la, you next year coach us i quit basketball.

A-N-G-R-Y. D:

today maple whole day only mange to level once. going to stop at 15x i guess? :D.

2009-01-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

2009-01-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

today went school for first 2 lesson then recess then went see cny performances, was okay okaay. after that go find alan lim, got back my hp. haha. then jiu slack with joyson, weifeng they all, then go weifeng house play monopoly till 5+ go slack and eat then went home.. so no mood manzxzx. thats all..

2009-01-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

i think my left hand is dying, D: it hard pretty much after using that rusty stuff, nevermind bout that, today late for school, lesson as normal, did'nt sleep much, after that jiu slack with friends blah blaah jiu went home, still cant maple. ;l ROAAR, who can help me. oh, i went audi and just thrash some people, xD. so random. so long never play, audi got many new song, its so cool ! can play and listen and chat, nice ah(: haha.

2009-01-21T06:14:00.000-08:00

i am so fcking vex now, my head hurts like maad. homework and homework not done, my jian bao, my journal and others. i am feeling stress like mad, i seriously feel like dying laaaaa.. just let me die manzxzx... problems and problems, all not solve and somemore in a mess, i seriously dont know what to do le laa..

2009-01-21T05:37:00.000-08:00

nice, today hp tio confiscated, i so hate my chi teacher, still ask me be her chi rap, wdh laa. haiix, forget it lo, after school, training, slack slack till 6+, jiu went home rest..

2009-01-19T04:23:00.000-08:00

very tireed today, vs north vista, LOLL, expected, we lost. haha but nevermind, first match warm up. SBC(Singapore Basketball Court) de board very high, LOLL. hahaa. after that, reach school, still got training,siaaan ! very very tireeed. and i got tons of homework not done.

2009-01-17T06:05:00.000-08:00

woke up late as today is saturday, still, no mood for everything, dont even know what to say or do anymore, you left me speechless, and rooted to the ground. yesterday basketball training, last training and next monday is our first match, good luck cvss basketballers..
thats all bah, no mood to blog alot of stuff.

2009-01-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

school as usual, sleep throughout the class, -.-. zz. after school jiu slack with joyson, weifeng,andy, eugene. go basketball play awhile then went home at 4+ jiu use com le.

2009-01-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the cross roads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
This is meant to be you're asking me
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arm as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand mines apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough if we learn to trust
Only Love - Trademark
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our goodbye

2009-01-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

seriously piss off with that fcking idiot.
basketball till 9+, homed.

2009-01-13T06:38:00.001-08:00

no
mood
to
post
.

2009-01-12T04:50:00.000-08:00

haiix, bored boreed, totally boring, school life as usuaal.. today had training, kinda of tiring, still not prepared for the match against north vista next week, i dont feel like doing anything now but just staring at the wall, dont know what to do. hope it will get better bahs(:

2009-01-07T07:21:00.000-08:00

HELLO ALL, here to blog, today woke up late, so, LATE for school. sian-ed. spot check hair again, heng bo caught, like so many times le. wohooo. hahaa. school as usual, got birthday bash from weijie , james, jy and eugene, sian. all hit so pain, so body is in pain, anyway thnks for the present, love it<3 HAHAA. ;l okay la. i go le. nothing much to blog ! today got training, simply just TOO TIREED. ROAAAR, :D

2009-01-06T07:02:00.001-08:00

time to blog again, hahaa ! school as boring as ever, thanks to those people who wished me happy birthday ! thnk thnk thnk ! !:D:D. nothing much at school, oh, 1 time, i was chosen as the chi rap, i dont want siaaaaaaaaa, so boring ! after school, went canteen eat, then went wei jie house there play basketball, quite alot of people went, lazy name out. ;l after that went home, eat, jiu maple. level le ! level 133 now :D. heheee, feeling so tireed and stress haiix, so many homeworks not done.
competition coming too. thats all, shall blog next time(:

2009-01-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

okaay, back to blogging, cause really bored, in case you all dont know, tomorrow is my birthday. hahas. ;l nothing special eh? just as boring as ever.. that's my life.. today went school. was late, massive traffic jam, late for like half an hour, lucky got excuse, heng my hair bo tio caught, lucky ;l
school is just as boring as ever, sleeping in class, so bored, after thaat, went for basketball, more bored ah ! TT. then jiu went home bath eat, maple awhile. very sian, jiu blog le. ;l thats all.

2009-01-03T08:09:00.000-08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGG,sorry for not posting for a long time, TT. my com is back le, hahaa ! as you know when my com is back, i maple-ed all the way. ;l zak helmed on 3rd 2oo9 ! wohoooo, xDD. yeaa, school reopen, and they started catching hair, my hair was'nt caught for now, ;l i did dye back my hair black ,but some people claim still can see red red hair. ;l hahaas. today CCA recruitment day, could'nt wake up on time, hahaa, was late, not many people when i reach there, ;l no sec 1, then after that got some good de came, C boys got hope le ah :D.basically was at there playing and slacking. so many people. LOLL !oh yeaa, 12 jan basketball competition start, so fast, was not prepare and still mapling ! school homework not done, i am DEAD. ;l
Level 132 bishop at the moment and hlemed :D.

2008-12-28T02:45:00.000-08:00

okay, now at ray en house blogging, my com die on me laa. sian lorrr, alot of days never use com, suddenly feel like mapling, so use ray en home to go maple, then took some christmas ss ! next time then i blog, shall upload pictures.

2008-12-14T01:03:00.000-08:00

hey peeps, sorry for not posting for a long time, currently using my com laptop to blog, okaay some major things happen to me few days ago. few days ago, i was complaining my chest hurt,after a few days still not recover, so last friday mum took me go punggol plaza clinic,doctor say have to go straight away to A&E(a.k.a accident and emercy) department. He say my lungs maybe have hole, need go x ray. so cab down to changi hospital,did x ray, waited outside, doctor told me need to stay in hopsital and insert a tube into my lung. so was send to the ward, then doctor came, there are also lots of NUS student learning to become doctors, they are friendly ! they talk to me and teach me how to use the equipment to check body de, so cool ! serious part now, my mum sign and agree to let me have minor operation, so doctor give me many injections then he use penknife cut my chest, insert a tube, god i swear it hurts badly, what worst is if i dont recover, i need to go for a major one ! god bless me ah, i was discharge after a few hours because they wanted to observe me, hope i recover man ! D: wont be able to post much cause com spoil, sis hardly let me use, and thnks those who care for me !

2008-12-10T06:17:00.001-08:00

woke up at 9+ go buy books with mum and ray en, was feeling not very well, my chest hurt alot, i can feel my body rotting, after that went home, then go meet ray en, go skcc, play ball, i cant even jump run, cause my chest hurt too much after that darren come first, then bryan, then glen and last eddie, after that go eat lunch with ray en, then went back school, tell coach cant train, cause chest hurt too much, then at there slack, after tht 5 on 5, i thought i wnt be playing, coach suddenly sub me in, wdh LOLL, Jonathon say my face very pale, when i am in match, D: after that, coach tell us our position, darren shooting guard, eddie shooting guard, GLEN SHOOTING GUARD also sia ! bryan and yee wei point guard, i am either small forward or center, ray en is center or power forward, cool seh, jia you my brothers(:

2008-12-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

yesterday slept quite late, like 3.30, was staring blankly into the rooom, did'nt have any feeling to do anything. then today woke up quite early, met ray en, go tution, after tution jiu go play timezone awhile, then slack slack, went home, skip lunch, no moood to eat, after that went home, use com awhile, weent back my room, stare into blanks again, then fall asleeeep. ate dinner, now staring at com. i dont know why i so no mood uhs, maybe it because of you.

i guess i may be selfish to say i want you to acompany me all long, i know its impossible, i knew you were busy with stuffs, have alot people to entertain. i just wish to spent time with you, without you, i had really lost myself. i wish you were always there, dream that you were thaat, but you wont. in fact, i think i wont stand a chance, blame it on myself i guess. i guess i will support you with whatever you do.
i just missess you more and more as each day pass by, talk to me girl, i really want you to spend time with me.

2008-12-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 1+ was tireed from yesterday training. asked ray en want pei me go eat lunch, then go his house, so met him at kfc, ate lunch, with his bro following him. LOLL. go his house do tution homework first, then use com. see some videos, till 5 + went down play basketball, everytime want play basketball jiu will rain de. wdh. LOLL. then after that ray en need go out, i jiu go back 172 play basketball with derrick and friends, then went to eat dinner, back here using com.
(:

2008-12-05T07:20:00.001-08:00

today parents woke me up at 9+ drag me go for breakfast, after that, called ray en, ask him if he want to go sk, then he say can. go went sk with him. darren, eddie bryan already there. then jiu play plaay. yong thye came first, followed by glen. then 1 on 1 with darren, for like very long. energy all gone, then went for training, totally no energy sia. ;x training till 6, then, wanted to go 299 play basketball. too many people,so bryan called me, so i told him, me, eddie and ray en going sk. so went sk till 8+ toally drain all my energy.

2008-12-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

today would be a boring say i guess, i think later i maybe going to cut hair with ray en, see how first. he say bringing his cousin go table tennis. LOLL. he can go be a nanny liao laaa. lmao. LOLL, i lend my basketball to derrick, then i cant go play basketball le, D: stupid.

2008-12-03T05:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to meet cyber friend. wdh. so scary. i very scare de. D: hahas. so meet the cyber friend at ghoby. she say she want buy gift for her stead. then jiu follow, then then she say want go far east. was sms-ing zarinar all the way. she will laugh at me, if she see me with my cyber friend. LOLLOLL. went out with that cyber friend till 5+ then i told zarinar i will pei her go library. hahaas. she ask me to follow her behind with her MOTHER, godMOTHER, grandMOTHER. LOLLLLL. i feel like a stalker sia. ;x so trained back to hougang first, she follow her grandmother and mother to the bus interchange, then meet her in hougang mrt, while walking in, there's this guy keep looking at me i think? cause zarinar said, because i was too tall,stupid ans right. ;x then jiu pei her walk homee.

i dont know whaat..
but everytime i look at the past msn chats with you,
there were many happy moments between you and i,
tears start rolling down because i did'nt cherish you.
i have lost you the first time, i did'nt want to lose you again.
i really want to make you happy with my whole life.
i am so scare that things will happen to you that
very night i kept thinking bout you.
all i know is that i really want to love you
and give you happiness.
you the girl which can make me talk opnely,
and making me smile and feeling happy.
GIRL, I REALLY DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I JUST WANT TO HUG YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO.
I KNOW I AM SELFISH, BUT I REALLY WANT TO.
i am so gonna miss you when you are gone.
i will be mad by then without hearing your voices.

2008-11-29T09:10:00.000-08:00

Went Aaron's chalet yesterday, its meant to be a class chalet, turn out, only a few people came, me, glen,taff,weifeng,aaron and oscar. then i thought jia ler coming, then in the end she say she not coming ! wdh laaaaaaaaaaa. wet blanklet, boo ! before went chalet, went to dye my hair reeeeed. -.-. did'nt know it was so obvious, then i have to go for basketball training, back to the chalet, basically there these few only, then saw martin nigel and his friends, world is so small. LOLL, then later bbq, many many foood seh. (: aaron sis, and friends came too, then suddenly heard victoria was coming, she was like the only girl, and she say she dont mind, then she came awhile, she was kinda of left out, after a while she left, bbq quite fun seh, xDD. then later si yuan, jia wei, wei jie came alone. LOLL. jia wei fcker laa, keep joke around. LOLLL. then after bbq, went up plaaay poker, so fun can. LOLL. but saad i not staying, they shld have inform me earlier ! fun day ! ! (:
today also nothing much, so shld not post anything bout today.

2008-11-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

yesterday woke up at 6+ then bath , ate went to meet ray en, then bus to holy innoncent sec school. our 1st match vs marsiling, lost. sian-ed. ;x 2nd match with dont know what school. win :D. 3rd match with Jurongville, also win. 2 more match, 1 with chestnut drive another with holy innoncent, was psotpone due to the rain. wohooo ! nice game man(: very very tireeed, hehe. take care everyone !

i ask myself again,
am i really happy,
or not.

2008-11-25T06:29:00.000-08:00

i am back frm malaysia on sunday ! hehe xD just lazy to post. hehe. wah, went to time square de hotel stay, god man, the hotel was grand man ! very very very nice, so shuang can. :D somemore everyday morning still got buffet de. hohoho, xDD. basically at there, sis and mum was shopping, lucky i bought psp there to play. bought some stuff, hehe. xD. overall was fun laaaa. hehe.

okaaay, tomorrow having basketball event from 8am - 6+pm i guess? gosh man, coach say will play at least 5-6 matches. i will DIE. ROOOOAAR. jia you laa compassvale ! xDD. alrights, next time i then post again, try to stay active. :D:D.
LOLL, ern you ask me post about you?
well here it is, you suck(:

2008-11-18T09:43:00.000-08:00

hello people, long time no post,xD. camp finally finish on last saturday. okay laa, basically was qutie fun, but tiring. it was fun because i bond with my goood friends ! :D:D. i so miss spending time with them ! hahaas. after came back from camp, headache, sore throat, faster go sleep, and i recover ! :D. sunday went tution wth ray en, he is always late, after that went home then went to buffef my aunty getting married, so suay i bring out my psp, no battery, so sleep in car, 1hr ride, at bukit there ! monday is quite boring, went training, ai seh must say coach jonathon change his method of teaching, he keep jokes with us, fun ! after that went home rest, i am going overseas later at 6am, going KL ! xD. will be back on saturday again. hhaas, xD.

2008-11-18T09:23:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Weijie.

#o1 . The person who tagged you is ?
Weijie.

#o2 . You relationship with Him/Her .
friends.

#o3 . Your 5 impresion of Him/Her .
friendly,coool, kind,good,great

#o4 . The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you .
cant think of any now.

#o5 . The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you .
cant think of any now.

#o6 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , Things He/She has to improve is ?
Wait long long.

#o7 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?
this wont happen, :D.

#o8 . What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now ?
hello.:D>

#o9 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .
gooood :D.

#o1o . How do think the person around you will feel about you ?
no idea.

#o11 . The character you love of yourself is ?
no idea

#o12 . On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
everything.

#o13 . The most ideal person you want to be is ?
i don't know.

#o14 . For people(s) who cares & likes you , say somthing to them .
i love you? :D>

#o15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know thier feel about you .
Anyone who wanna do.

2008-11-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

today went out at 2, with james, eugene and jin yuan. James last min call me tell me, and i am late. sorry la guys, ;x let them wait for at least an hour. train-ed down to bugis, quite long. hhaas.(: then reach there it was like raining, then decide to go eat lunch first, after that around 4 + went bugis street. ai seh, someone ask number from James siol ! :D:D. hahaas, and we kept walking around the same shop like dont know how many times. jin yuan complain he not feeling well so he went home first. take care manzxzx[; so in the end, i and james bought same jacket, :D. then james bought another shirt, eugene bought a shirt too. :D. they bo tell me go bugis, so i did'nt bring much, like only 20+ bucks. hahas. tomorrow is camp! wont be blogging for these 3 days, :D.

2008-11-11T06:52:00.000-08:00

today was boring day, hahaas. Hot Shot is nice manzxzx. the best drama i ever watch :D. today whole day using com, playing psp. hahas, then james tomorrow jio me and company out to town, hope it wont be boreed. and 2 days before my sports camp, hahaas ! 3 days in school. wohooo, gonna make a hell out of it, :D:D.

2008-11-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

Survey by Celestine. ♥

1. My friends ...
greaat?
2. I am listening to ...
songs.
3. Maybe i should learn ...
guitar,drum,piano.
4. I love ...
the special 'you'.
5. My plan ...
Dont know yet.
6. I dont understand ...
why....
7. I lost ...
Nothing.
8. People say ...
i am kind, :D.
9. I am missing ...
'you'
10. Love means ...
forever, maybe..
11. Somewhere , someone is ...
i dont know.
12 . I am always searching for ...
love?
13. Forever seems ...
To be a lie.
14. I never want to ...
be like this.
15. My mobile phone ...
is confiscated.
16. When i wake up in the morning ...
you are the first i think of.
17. I get annoyed when ...
i'm in bad mood.
18. Parties are ...
not sure.
19 . Hugs or kisses ?
BOTH :D
20. Today i ...
am bored.
21. Tmr i will be ...
going tution with ray en?
22. I really want ...
to be love.
23. i . . .
am bored ._.
24. What is your phone brand ?
not really sure? LOLLL.
25. What are the last three digit of your phone number ?
880
26 What does the second message says in ur inbox ?
Dont want say.
27. Who was the last person u rang ?
Not sure.
28. Who was the last missed call from ?
Not sure.
29. What does the oldest messenge from ur inbox says ?
not sure.
30 . Who comes up after " J " ?
me, KENNY :D.
40. Go to ur send message - wat does the tenth message says ?
Not sure.
41. Who is ur network provider ?
Singtel.
42. How many message are there in ur inbox ?
alot.
43. Who do u have on speed dial three ?
Nobody.
44. If you are on prepaid card , how much credits do you have ?
not on prepaid card.
45. Who's the first person who comes up after "C" ?
Bryan.
46. What do you have as ur main ring tone ?
forget, i am always on silent mode i think.
47. Pass this quiz to ten ppl .
anyone who wanna do this quiz(:

2008-11-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

Helllo, :D. today went to cut hair with ray en, LOLL. then went 299 meet bryan, glen, eddie and darren. then there was a bunch of people, at there playing basketball, then bryan say play match, 3 v 3, then we playing there's this girl at there kb, keep say they come first ask us siam. so idiot lorr. LOLL, talk so big. hahaas, xD. went home at 7 then dinner, bath and com :D:D. i am watching mask rider ryuki, i somehow find it nice. haha ! xDD.

you seem so near.,yet so far,
i wonder what to do withyou.

2008-11-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

hahaas, my stupid dog keep say i never blog. okaay laaaa, i admit haven been posting much. pardon me uhs. hahaaas xD. holidays seem okay and sometimes boring to me, keep playing basketball and going ray en house, bored manzxzx. :D. hahaas. today got training again. so so tireeed, been having cramp. i shall go sleep uhs. hahaas.

Outings come faster ! :D:D:D.

2008-10-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

okaay, shall make a summary of what happen today, morning woke up, very bored, so ask ray en pei me go give out flyer, hahaa. 10blocks man ! we reach there at 5, then start giving out, so complicated. ;x then after 5blocks, i and ray en go mama shop buy snacks eat, slack for half an hour, then go give out flyer again, then go eat again. HAHHAA. ;x then then, do dao already 8+ i guess? finally finish, went mac buy fries share, then jiu take mrt then bus to cp, then buy drink, slack slack dao 10+ finally bus home. what a day :D.

just what is the truth in my heart,
how i wish you would tell me and
unlock the lock to my heart.

2008-10-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday went bowling with those usual people, holidays keep spend money, like whaaat siol. ;x
i will go bankrupt too. yesterday play bowling till 4+ i guess[; then went to have lunch-dinner, then went home, mrt-ed with weifeng, oscar and aaron, glen and taff took bus(:

Today basketball training, omg, the sun is so hooot, drain half of my energy already manzxzx. then now also got more of training, then still got sports camp, want kill me siol. LOLLOLLL.
i am sooo tireeeeeeeeeeeeed.

my feeelings played with me,
and i am all lost now.
it seem that my dreams
were all about you only.

2008-10-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

realise did'nt blog for a long time again, no mood to blog uhs. hahaas.
holidays are here, okaay, dont know what to do, hope people will jio me out when i am bored, :D.
and so many basketball training, hahaas. xDD. nothing much to post for today.
[;

it all seem so weird,
i still did'nt know where i stand in,
God, stop making me a fool,
its seem so real, but so fake.

2008-10-22T07:49:00.001-07:00

omg, my level ranking is 161 siol. so badly done right. who to blame, myself uhs. ;x well, no choice. you reap what you sow, i chose POA as my first choice. i think thats the only choice i can take, dont want think too much le laa, also over le. next time then study hard laa, tomorrow last day of school, :D, then it will be holiday. and no more ear stick being catch. :D.

2008-10-16T07:45:00.000-07:00

Tagggged by vivian. o;

1.Rate your life currently . Being 1 the worst and 10 the best .
average of 5 i guess?

2.Which is more important ? Inner beauty or Outer Beauty ?
Inner.

3.Which feature of yours do you like the most ?
non, LOLL.

4.Would you wait for the one you love ?
depends.

5.If one day you got to choose between your family and friends , which would you choose ?
i would rather die.

6.Who is your best friend ? Name 3 great things about her .
dont have one.

7.If one day the world is coming to an end , what and who would you wish to keep ?
nothing.

8.Are you confident in everything you do?
nope.

9.What is your ideal lover like?
caring? o;

10.Have anything been bothering you recently ?
maybe.

Tagged :
anyone. :D.

2008-10-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

hello, :D. today ms tan did'nt come, good man. never catch my ear stick for the first time. FIRST TIME. okay, basically, watching movie the whole day, quite boring. after school went sk till 5+ jiu go home sleepzxzx, then blog. :D. tomorrow no school ! using internet to study de. cool :D.

2008-10-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

school usual, :D. i just wish i pass for my overall results(: tomorrow we will know. hahas. today eddie pei me go home, change then go sk togther, he go find his ahem first, then go sk find us. go sk dao 7+, then realise tomorrow still got school, so decide to went home with eddie. holidays are nearer and nearer, last time i wish holidays would come faster, now its here, i did'nt know what to do with it. hahaas. time to get a life man(: && i am still figuring out.

loving someone does'nt mean you have to have her,
the most important is making her happy. (:

2008-10-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

A quiz asked to be done by weijie(:

Seven Things That Scares You
1. Getting back results
2. Expel from school D:
3. Insects? ;x
4. No computer
5. No handphone
6.No money.
7. ugly monsteeer

Seven Things That You L♥VE The Most ,
1. Basketball
2. Music
3. Gaming
4. FRIENDS<33
5. Sleeping
6. staying out late
7. play psp

Seven Important Things in Your Room ,
1. Air-Con
2. Fan
3. Bed
4. pillow
5. bolster
6.Drawer
7. Table

Seven Random Facts About You
Facts... O.o
1. 173.5cm(currently)
2. 50kg, ROFL.
3. 14 years old
4. birthday on o6o1o8
5. stupid
6. idiot
7. dumb

Seven things you plan to do before you die ,
1. live life to fullest if i can.
2. no regrets.
3. turn back time.
4. play hard
5. play well for basketball.
6. do good deeds.
7. comfort people D:

Seven Things You Can do ,
1. Walk
2. Sleep
3. Jump
4. Run
5. Eat
6. Play
7. Talk

Seven Things You Can't Do
1. Cant dunk
2. Cant fly
3. Cant have longlonglong fringe.
4. Cant dye hair, cause of basketball training on holidays -.-.
5. Cant live without money. ;x
6. Forget.
7. Forget.

Seven Things That You Say The Most
1. LOLL.
2. LMAO.
3.ROFL.
4. Hahas.
5. Sian.
6. vulgarities.
7.Waah. o;

Seven Songs You've Recently Listen To
1. With You
2.现在，很想见你
3. 从新爱
4. Stay Close, Don't Go
5. 一路向北
6. 吻得太逼真
7. I just dont love you no more

Seven Movies You've been planning to watch
1. Non.
2.Non.
3.Non.
4.Non.
5.Non.
6.Non.
7.Non.

Seven Favourite Artist
1. 周杰伦
2. 罗志祥
3. 林俊杰
4. 阿沁
5. Ina
6.Westlife
7. 五月天

Seven People You Tag To Do This Quiz
1. Anyone who want to do.
2. Anyone who want to do.
3. Anyone who want to do.
4. Anyone who want to do.
5. Anyone who want to do.
6. Anyone who want to do.
7. Anyone who want to do.

&&& i first time spend so long on my blog. ;x

2008-10-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

opps. okay sorry to blog for these few days. Yesterday went out with taff, weifeng,oscar,aaron,wesley,si yuan,cherrin and jie qi go watch movie. hahaas. && i am late again. ;x
hahaas. reach vivo. then they say want watch eagle eye, 3.10pm de. so went to buy some tibits and drink and went into the cinema. overall the show is quite nice. its a action show. the impact is dam loud. song manzxzx. xDD. after thaat, went plaza sing, LOLL ,aaron say want to go 77th street get his tie then in the end never buy, then weifeng i and buy 2 earings for each person, :D. cost me 6bucks, ROFL. after that trained home. :D

Today nothing much happen. woke up at 11+, ray en call me say want come house, so he came at 12.30pm, then glen sms me say go 299 play basketball with eddie chua, then ray en play my psp first then jiu left at 1pm+ go 299. played basketball till 4+ jiu went home. &&bus-ed home, played psp. till now finally want to blogggg.hehe. exams are over, WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:D:D

2008-10-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

today maths paper ! so little time to finish. i left almost 6 question blank, like omg man. kill my brain cells like mad, must do well for paper 2 uhs, gosh, i going to study man $%#%#@ i am guai de D: joking, lmao. after school went sk again. almost everyday went sk. waste my money eat lunch and drinks, then waste time, if not go home sleep de. cant resist it la, people go sk i sure go de, i am going to sleep and study tomorrow ! D:

2008-09-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

okay blog really dead. ;x today morning chi test. so hard manzxzxzx. T_T. 1st page got so many han yu pin yi words i dont know how to write. hahaas. but i manage to finish in time la. D: okaay, after schoool went sk, with same bunch of people yea(: play till 4+ then went lan with bryan chan and derrick. after that jiu went home, bath. xDD. thats all. i know its short, but dont blame me. rofl. ;x

i cant forget you because
i could'nt bring myself to.
you leave a scar to my heart,
which never heal.

2008-09-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

i am back posting, lmao. school as usual boring. hahaas. after school actually wanted to go home, then saw james, jin yuan eugene, they say want go punggol de haunted house, it been 3 years since i been there. okaaay, so took bus 83 to mrt. took 5min to reach there. the whole place surrounding the haunted house is muddy, freaking muddy bodoh. && there are freaking lots of stray dogs ! ++ insects. so james and jin yuan take the lead. lmao. we found some wooden plank or whatver to arm ourself from dogs. the place dam muddy so actually did'nt went in laa. we say next time bring slipper then go again. AND i am going to get a phone to take picture and film manzxzxzx. man can bodoh. D: thats all, byyyes byyes. xD.

2008-09-22T04:40:00.001-07:00

realise i did'nt blog? haha. dont feel like leyy. so sian. ;x okaay today, 2 exam, eng paper 1 and chi paper 1. manage to complete all? hahaas. dont want to care much le laaa. after school went sk play, then 2pm went back for maths asp, then 2.30pm went back to sk again. ;x actually the maths asp is 1pm-3pm. HAHAHAA. i pon 1 and half hour of it. sucker. xDDD. play till 6+ dam tired. and all injured. suay lorr. i am getting sick manzxzxzx. wo yao go rest le, bye D:

2008-09-17T08:17:00.001-07:00

the happier you get,
the more misery i get.

2008-09-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

school as usual, after school went to basketball at 2o1 i guess, with eddie and wei jie, then later si yuan came, played till 6+ went cp slack then went home. hahaas. blister on my leg seh, exams is getting so slow, and i am still not studying. hahaas. thats it. byyyes.

the reason why i dont want to get close to you,
because the closer we get,
the love fallen for you get deepen.

2008-09-14T06:30:00.001-07:00

realise i did'nt blog yesterday, hahaaas. no mood to post. psps. anyway i create this blog as my own dairy but not to entertain other people(: ya, these few days/weeeks no mood to study. if i fail my EOY, i will be expel from school. guess i shall be ready for that uhs. these few days just keep listening to songs and using com. dont even know what i should do now. really feel like a lost sheep, haiix. all my friends, all the best for your EOY. take care. going off(:

i so miss you, girl,
i know you'll never be mine.

2008-09-12T07:13:00.001-07:00

Today school as usual. hahaas. slept and slept in most of the lesson, no mood to listen. After school glen came my house to change to p.e then went down to play basketball awhile then went back school. training started at 3. hahaas. starting of training dam boring can, i keep yawn. hahaas. later finally 5 v5. hahaas, when i taking rebound, Ray En whole body charge to me while i was jumping ! my head nearly kana the pole. hahas. he's dam rough. after training went 299. play match. 3 v 2. Me and eddie vs ray en, yee wei and glen. LOLL. ray en keep bully eddie, really buay tahan, tell them play till 21 points. no one suspose to leave till game end. in the end, they won. LOLL, but we nearly won la. then yee wei, glen and ray en left. left me and eddie. was shooting at free throw line, trying to get some motivation, hahaas. Then i told myself that i would score 10 balls continously for her at free throw line, in the end, only score 9/10 continously. did try my best, will improve, D:
after that play 2 v 2 against 2 quite pro guy eh, we won of course, score was 6-2 we leading, then at lan di eddie got the ball he score last ball, but i got score alot leyy ! hahaas. ya, played till 8+ then go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. thats all D: I AM TIRED.

we cant even be friends anymore,
thats the end of us,
i guess...
no use thinking back...
i cried and cried
cause i wanted you,

2008-09-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today as usual school. hahaas, last lesson sci, mr tang start teaching chapter 6 REPRODUCTION. most of the boy get horny. LOLLL. After school went sk with Glen, Eddie,Si Yuan, Bryan and Darren. After that Yong Thye and Dickson came. Played til 4+ i think, then we left go cp slack. then glen pang seh went home first, i very sian follow eddie and si yuan go near nan chiau de basketball court play basketball. We ask wei jie to join us too. ya, played till 6+ dam tired. so went home, bath use com, go maple private server hack awhile, LOLL, ya && here i am blogging(: active right me? xDD. Shall end here, going to sleep soon.

-I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you.

2008-09-09T04:34:00.001-07:00

Hello, lazy to post yesterday. was chionging history presentation, and slept at 2am. Dam dam tired can. hahaas. then today went to school, as usual lesson were just that me, james, jy and weifeng are sperated from each other. after school, bryan jio me go sk, go with eddie and glen, not a fcking soul there, then call bryan, bryan just say suay. -.-. then after that went 299 play basketball with upper sec, okaay i am really tired after thaat. went home bath. i dont know whyy, but i dont have the enegry to use com, just want to go sleeep. really tired. and cant believe i am thinking of her now.
worrying for her. i hope she's fine. thats all, byyyes.

- Life without you sure is bored eh?

2008-09-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Today quite a boring day for me eh. Today woke up at 11, LOLL. okaay got tution at mavis at 11 and i woke up at 11 ! okay was late laa, faster bath, ate my breakfast. Then went to tution. Mavis is in punggol plaza and its like a milestone away from my house la. Tution was as boring as usual, revision and revision. AHHHH, got to buck up on my studies eh ;[ . Came back, parents ask me want go out, did'nt want to, cause of my sucky hair, no face to see people. so decided to stay at home and study, in the end was using com and watching tv. okaay i am so dead.
tomorrow there's end and maths test. did some maths problems. hahaas. was sms-ing adeline. D:
then then use com msn and msn and msn. and watching KING KONG. okaay starting part of boring, now its getting nicer and nicer. D: school gonna start tomorrow. hope i'll be ready.
byyes PEEEEPS. x333.

-was enjoying the company of you x3.

2008-09-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

YA, I CRY AND CRY AND CRY FOR FEW HOURS. WHO TO BLAME, MY PARENTS. THEY FCKING LIE TO ME, I HATE THEM. THEY TOLD ME THAT THEY WILL AGREE TO MY WAY OF CUTTING MY HAIR, NOT TOO SHORT, BUT WHEN WE REACH THE BARBER, THEY TOLD ME TO TOOK OUT MY SPECS SO I COULD'NT SEE ANYTHING AND THEY ASK THE FCKING BARER TO CUT MY HAIR TILL VERY SHOOOORT, I WENT HOME AND LOCK MY ROOM DOOOR, AND CRY AND CRY. I USE MY RIGHT HAND AND KEPT PUNCHING THE DOOOOR, TILL MY HAND SWOLLEN AND SKIN TEAR, I REALLY COULD'NT TAKE IT AND I COULD'NT FIND A PENKNIFE, I USE THE SISSOR AND JUST GIVE A DEEP SLIT TO MY LEFT HAND, YA, BLOOD KEEP FLOW AND FLOW, AND GUESS WHAT, MY MUM SAID I AM CRAZY, SHOULD'NT THEY BE CARING FOR ME AND ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN? NO, THEY SCOLD ME. CUTTING OFF MY HAIR IS THE WORST INSULT I COULD EVER HAVE. YOU ALL KEEP ON SCOLDING ME, EVERYTHING I DO WAS WRONG, SAYING I AM CRAZY TO END MY LIFE BECAUSE OF THIS HAIR STUFF, BUT HAVE YOU GUYS EVER CARE FOR ME? NO. YOU ALWAYS ASK ME TO STUDY AND STUDY, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL, YA. ALL OF YOU KEEEP ON SCOLDING ME, I GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO. EVERYNIGHT I WOULD JUST CRY AND CRY AND ALL THOSE PROBLEMS I GOT NO ONE TO TALK TO, DO YOU GUYS ALL KNOW HOW FCKING MISERY IT IS, YOU ALL MAY THINK THAT I LOOK HAPPY, YOU KNOW IT IS REALLY HARD TO PUT ON A BRAVE FRONT INRONT OF YOU GUYS. I HATE YOU ALLL ! YOU GUYS NEVER UNDERSTAND ME. BUT YOU JUST KEEP ON SCOLDING AND SCOLDING.

2008-09-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooo people :D I was bored so i created a blog? hahas, though its hard but i manage to complete it leyy. :D Thnks to the help of Vivian laa, THNKS HOR.